I’m not a fan of weak willed sissy sappy types of tele-subbies. I am not talking about sissy crossdressers - I mean the annoying lisping sub sissy boy. I dunno, just doesn’t thrill me much. Domination is more about actually doing the dominating — not about you coming to me already as a big wimpering pussy fag. If you are more feminine than me - I’m a lot less interested. I like manly men. I like strong men who are pretty powerful at work, or even in certain relationships in their lives. Those are the ones I want to brainwash and mind fuck. I want to make them fall into my sticky wet magical spell, tempt them forever, and teach them to love my cruelty and my mind games. See? If I can corrupt you men who believe you are strong willed, then I am far more powerful than you. It’s more of a challenge, even though it isn’t so difficult for me.

Yes pets, it’s time for me to update my website a little. A little nip and tuck. I’m thinking of adding some new photos, perhaps even some fetish galleries. I have not quite decided and I don’t know if I will have a lot of time for it, but I do have my mind on it.

What’s your mind on? the answer should be me. And you should make sure to read my webpage closely before you call me. It’s ridiculous but I DO include a lot of information here, and sometimes guys call me after never having read it. You should get to kow me on my website before you call me. It SHOULD be common sense. But of course, men with a hard on lose all form of rational thought.

Hello little men. I thought I had better post something to my journal since it has been awhile. Today’s message to submissives….. use caution when approaching a dominant woman and state your purpose.

Let me make it clear for you. Last week some simpleton called me and the conversation went like this:

“Hello”

“Hello Goddess Pagan”.

“Yes, and who is this?”

(run on sentences used purposely as this nitwit rambled in the same fashion) “My name is Steve and I saw your site and I know that you said only to call when someone is serious about a session but I read your whole website and I wanted to tell you about myself to see if you wanted me to join your stable. So I sent you and email and I want you to read it and you will see it with my email address of whatever@annoying.com. So when you read it I think you will…..”

“Be just as annoyed as I am now? Yeah, I’ll read it and let you know – goodbye”.

As a matter of fact his email was NOT sent to me until an hour later as noted in the time. Meaning this jack off wanted to call me and bather away as he did. When I received his email of course I didn’t read it – I simply wrote him back that I was “Not Interested”.

Now let’s review this together my dear pets. I’m a dom, like there are many dominant women on the internet. It is NOT proper behavior for any slave to approach ANY dom in such a pushy manner. My time is not free for discussions of your interests. The best way to earn your way into to my “stable” is to purchase a call, do a phone session. How else will I know if I like you and you like me? While my website reflects a lot of my personality – it is not like having a conversation with me. Ultimately you as a caller and me must have a certain chemistry to make our sessions enjoyable. It’s not something that you can predict.

I don’t appreciate pushiness. Approach is everything and that first impression sets the tone. My attitude will have a lot to do with HOW you approach me and if you are capable of stating your purpose.

Some positive examples…..

“Hello Goddess Pagan I’d like to set up a session now if possible”.
“Hello Goddess Pagan, I loved your website and I’d like to do a call now if you have time”.

Why do I want my tele-subbies to approach me in such a manner? Well, I am a strong intelligent woman and I’d like you to approach me as an intelligent man with class who knows he must ASK me if I have time for him. Pushy slaves demanding more time or attention BEFORE I know them will always always be rejected.

I like jealousy. It’s sexy, erotic, and fun to watch a few of my perfectly desperate tele-subbie boys get jealous of my other telephone slaves. It’s cute, in a submissive way for them to pout like little boys. Men with hard ons turn in to little boys, certain things they NEED and I am one of them. Of course I exploit this with certain pets more than others. Mainly the ones that I know it bothers. The great thing about men, about ALL men, is that none of them can contain their natural jealous instincts when some other boy is getting a piece of their pie. But I don’t belong to any of you…. it’s really the other way around.

I cannot and will not accept any topping from the bottom. Some tele-subbies attempt this and basically … it only irritates me more. I am a pretty serious personality… I’m very strong willed and I say what *I* want to say to you at every moment. I DO want to hear your input about what you like, and what you don’t of course. That’s why I will spend the time asking you questions and getting to know you before we start. Once we start, I expect you to shut up and take it. Ya had your chance in the beginning; and you can again have a chance after our call to email me or tell me on the phone the direction you want to see us head in the future. But during MY time — just give it up. Pushiness only will make me not like you.

Oh he luvs me… boohoo he’s a whimpering loser. One of my greatest little joys in life was making a boytoy of mine cry. He was less of a slave in the traditional sense…. HE thought he was more of a boyfriend. Reality was I let him fall in LUV with me and then abused his emotions for sheer fun. He could never figure out what exactly would set me OFF. Some days I was soooo sweet and pleasant … and other days I was the biggest bitch he ever met, inventing dramas to ruin his life. I had him going for a few YEARS like that — forcing him to be terrified of my explosions, and turning him into a nervous wreck. The joy it brought me breaking his spirit was grand.

I left him because I grew tired of his pleading about 2 years ago. We do not live near each other anymore. I’ve moved forward and it wasn’t difficult for me. You should also know that there is no happily ever after for him. He’s never been able to fix his broken heart. Forever in my spell — he emails me daily still begging and pleading to “just hear my voice” one more time. Every now and then … when I am very bored I humor myself by continuing his torture … and at others I just ignore him like he doesn’t exist. Oh my that poor empty soul has been wishing I would notice him all this past week… to no avail

So man-child … do you see something here while you read this? When men fall in LUV with me and deep into my spell … it’s forever.