Today my silly slave said something of genuine interest. He - dare I say — was even witty. I don’t expect much from his worthless little pea brain, but every now and then he can actually surprise me.

Yes, he knows I do calls. Is he jealous? Awww yes it breaks his wee little heart but who cares right? Not I, Not I. So today I spent a great deal of time with callers while the slave was out earning MY living. Upon his return he wanted my company and my abuse … but this was not something he could have since I was busy accepting new tele-subbies.

The puppy dog look in his eye was pathetically annoying and he is always stupidly optimistic that I feel like speaking to him at all. Once I was done he said to me, “Pagan I love you with every fiber of my being.” (This he has been trained to say to me so I will consider giving him attention)

He had an actual thought it seemed…. so I looked him dead in the eye, “But I don’t want to share you with other subs at all. This phone thing you’ve started has to end”.

I would say I was shocked but I wasn’t. He is not the first loser to think I care about his opinion, and he won’t be the last. I just smirked and leered at him allowing my eyes to pierce a hole into his fragile heart. I did not need to respond at all — just a look made him aware of my rage. So slowly he responded, so carefully he chose his words fearing a verbal assault that he is not equipped to fight against … and so he said it, “Pagan you have to understand my feelings and quit being such an ice princess.”

Let’s say it was probably the last thing he will remember saying tonight. I’ll leave you to make your own interpretation…

Yes pets, it’s time for me to update my website a little. A little nip and tuck. I’m thinking of adding some new photos, perhaps even some fetish galleries. I have not quite decided and I don’t know if I will have a lot of time for it, but I do have my mind on it.

What’s your mind on? the answer should be me. And you should make sure to read my webpage closely before you call me. It’s ridiculous but I DO include a lot of information here, and sometimes guys call me after never having read it. You should get to kow me on my website before you call me. It SHOULD be common sense. But of course, men with a hard on lose all form of rational thought.

Oh now here is a classic one for you tele-subbies. Some wanker called me and said, “Hello Pagan, I was wondering… do you do erotic hypnosis”?

Now I ask you pets… are all men this dumb? Do these nitwits realize that the only way to get my telephone number is to click through at least three pages that plaster erotic hypnosis all over them? I mean could there be a dumber question on the planet?

Do you all want to know what I said? Well of course you do since you all hang on every word I say. I said, “I dunno what do YOU think”?

I was always taught by my powerful strong mother that if you ask a stupid question, then you will get a stupid answer. Yes little weeping drooling mongrels… I can play dumb too. But I play it much better and much meaner than you can. The next sound he heard was a “click” and I promptly blocked his ass from calling me back.

Oh he luvs me… boohoo he’s a whimpering loser. One of my greatest little joys in life was making a boytoy of mine cry. He was less of a slave in the traditional sense…. HE thought he was more of a boyfriend. Reality was I let him fall in LUV with me and then abused his emotions for sheer fun. He could never figure out what exactly would set me OFF. Some days I was soooo sweet and pleasant … and other days I was the biggest bitch he ever met, inventing dramas to ruin his life. I had him going for a few YEARS like that — forcing him to be terrified of my explosions, and turning him into a nervous wreck. The joy it brought me breaking his spirit was grand.

I left him because I grew tired of his pleading about 2 years ago. We do not live near each other anymore. I’ve moved forward and it wasn’t difficult for me. You should also know that there is no happily ever after for him. He’s never been able to fix his broken heart. Forever in my spell — he emails me daily still begging and pleading to “just hear my voice” one more time. Every now and then … when I am very bored I humor myself by continuing his torture … and at others I just ignore him like he doesn’t exist. Oh my that poor empty soul has been wishing I would notice him all this past week… to no avail

So man-child … do you see something here while you read this? When men fall in LUV with me and deep into my spell … it’s forever.