Oh he luvs me… boohoo he’s a whimpering loser. One of my greatest little joys in life was making a boytoy of mine cry. He was less of a slave in the traditional sense…. HE thought he was more of a boyfriend. Reality was I let him fall in LUV with me and then abused his emotions for sheer fun. He could never figure out what exactly would set me OFF. Some days I was soooo sweet and pleasant … and other days I was the biggest bitch he ever met, inventing dramas to ruin his life. I had him going for a few YEARS like that — forcing him to be terrified of my explosions, and turning him into a nervous wreck. The joy it brought me breaking his spirit was grand.

I left him because I grew tired of his pleading about 2 years ago. We do not live near each other anymore. I’ve moved forward and it wasn’t difficult for me. You should also know that there is no happily ever after for him. He’s never been able to fix his broken heart. Forever in my spell — he emails me daily still begging and pleading to “just hear my voice” one more time. Every now and then … when I am very bored I humor myself by continuing his torture … and at others I just ignore him like he doesn’t exist. Oh my that poor empty soul has been wishing I would notice him all this past week… to no avail

So man-child … do you see something here while you read this? When men fall in LUV with me and deep into my spell … it’s forever.